Second, insomnia..... a weird kind of it. Let me establish: I don't have trouble sleeping, I have trouble wanting to sleep lol. I find myself trying to stay up. Not til 2, not 3.... Yeah, like 4-5ish. WHY? No damn clue. But I do it..... I will drink a monster at 2am with the lingering thought: "don't sleep yet!". So why the urge to stay awake I wonder.... It's not freddy krueger. And it's definitely NOT because I have nothing to do in the morning, I work at 8 every fucking day! Weekdays at least. Before you assume, no I am not tired and sluggish during the day, I'm still quick and able to outlast you in a game of slide. Awake, pretty much. So shooouldn't I feel tired though?? Weird that I don't. I thought only old people don't need much sleep. Hmmm, does it mean my lifespan is cut in half!?
I fuckin hope not, I want to be old and lagging the lines at grocery stores around the world. But anyway, regarding sleep: I don't need much of it, I mean maybe I do, but it hasn't had any serious effects, well maybe it has, but I haven't noticed...... I sleep fast and light, I woke up cause I heard my dog pissing! My brother wouldn't wake up If you rolled him down a hill. His sleep is serious, don't fuck with it.... Or can't fuck with it I should say. And his ass is narcoleptic, he will fall asleep in front of you during an active conversation in 3 seconds, 5 tops. No. Joke. Though I am envious of his talent, I'm kinda glad that I don't knock out rapidly so. I'm selectively insomniatic and proud. Better than shutting down uncontrollably. Guess I'll go sleep....... in 2 hours.
