=(

Third, when nervous, I smile......grin uncontrollably. And to complement, I also sweat profusely..... It is not a good look. =/. And I laugh randomly, and reply to nearly everything with "that's funny". =(

Week.... in recap.

Uhhhhh....

- Aced those finals!
- Finished my shopping.
- uhh uhhh.... Oh yea, did 6 hours of fucking overtime!! >=[
- Cut my hair. Again. I think I've got the cut down.
- Missing some ppl.
- That's it!

Nocturnal... not really.

Second, insomnia..... a weird kind of it. Let me establish: I don't have trouble sleeping, I have trouble wanting to sleep lol. I find myself trying to stay up. Not til 2, not 3.... Yeah, like 4-5ish. WHY? No damn clue. But I do it..... I will drink a monster at 2am with the lingering thought: "don't sleep yet!". So why the urge to stay awake I wonder.... It's not freddy krueger. And it's definitely NOT because I have nothing to do in the morning, I work at 8 every fucking day! Weekdays at least. Before you assume, no I am not tired and sluggish during the day, I'm still quick and able to outlast you in a game of slide. Awake, pretty much. So shooouldn't I feel tired though?? Weird that I don't. I thought only old people don't need much sleep. Hmmm, does it mean my lifespan is cut in half!?

I fuckin hope not, I want to be old and lagging the lines at grocery stores around the world. But anyway, regarding sleep: I don't need much of it, I mean maybe I do, but it hasn't had any serious effects, well maybe it has, but I haven't noticed...... I sleep fast and light, I woke up cause I heard my dog pissing! My brother wouldn't wake up If you rolled him down a hill. His sleep is serious, don't fuck with it.... Or can't fuck with it I should say. And his ass is narcoleptic, he will fall asleep in front of you during an active conversation in 3 seconds, 5 tops. No. Joke. Though I am envious of his talent, I'm kinda glad that I don't knock out rapidly so. I'm selectively insomniatic and proud. Better than shutting down uncontrollably. Guess I'll go sleep....... in 2 hours.

Escalators.

It's often been brought to my attention that I may be bipolar at times. Not medically or anything.... Just, I dunno, I'm just trying to not make it sound so bad haaha.


















Meh, whatevuhh, who isn't?

But anyway, I realize that this contributes a lot to some things that bother me. Before I forget, this is just some random garbage that I deem necessary to be documented.

First, taking things for granted. I'm not talking about cheesy shit like "having a loving family" or "having a bed to sleep in". I mean shit that people seriously take for granted, and the realization passes right over their heads. Like:

- Socks.
- Glasses, contact lenses.
- Porn.
- 7-11's.
- Janitors.
- ESCALATORS!

Ok, so fucking escalators. This is some serious stuff. Other than vegetables, there's another thing that I fucking hate. People, who insist on walking or even running up or down escalators. THE FUCKING STAIRS ARE MOVING FOR YOU, AND YOU WANT TO WALK UP LIKE THEY'RE NOT? Fuckin....disturb my 10 seconds of rest just because your impatient ass who likely doesn't even like walking up stairs to begin with, decides to walk up a set of moving stairs? Ridiculous. For what, a fucken 5 second headstart in front of me? Take your damn meds, keep your anxiety in check, and just enjoy the favor the escalator is doing for you. ESCALATORS, respect sonn.

To Lighten up....

lmao, this is classic. <333.

"bring yo flower head" ....hahahaha.

Week in Recap

Yeah yea, I know I didn't post much this week. Well, it's cause there was just nothing going on, and had I the time to post random uninteresting material, I would have.

But actually, this week has been a doozy. Firstly, I live in southern california in greater L.A., and for anyone else in this area (in all of southern CA for that matter), you know that the weather this week was just dismal. Fire fire fire! Fire(s) actually, yeah CA was on fire, literally. So naturally, the sky looked apocalyptic. It was awesome and scary at the same time. Me being me, I was sitting at work looking out the window and imagining all kinds of wacky shit.... Meteors coming through the clouds (or smoke), dragons and shit, i dunno it was retarded lol. But it kept my mind off of other things.....

Speaking of other things, can you believe it's almost 2008? Another damn year, flushed down the toilet. I was really depressed thinking about it. Not clinically depressed, but down. It just made me think: what did I do this year? What did I do differently? What did I accomplish? What new experiences did I have? What new people did I meet?........ I could make a list of answers, but the list of things I DIDN'T do/accomplish would be a lot larger... I'm really tired of the mundane, and I'm getting restless. And the part that pisses me off is this: that the activity in my life, or lack-thereof, is in fact my doing. It's because of the choices I make...No, the choices I don't make.

So yeah, I thought the epiphanies were a part of last week's episode, hehe was I wrong! But it's good, and I feel good knowing that I'm taking the time to sit and say to myself: wake the fuck up. The next step is to take the actions that I need to take, an area in my life where I have failed to deliver so many times.... But hopes are high, and willpower is even higher right now. So sky's the effin limit yo, peace homeskillets.

Cat.

I think i'm manly enough to make up for saying: this is cute. Seriously, your heart will turn to glitter.




And I fucking HATE cats.

Week in Recap

• Spoke to an intriguing person.
• Had one too many epiphanies.
• Work sucking.
• Hate school.
• Diet!?
• Let myself down.
• Brain exploding with possible directions my life will soon take.
• $400+ absent.
• Let you into the gray matter of the one and only, I.

Forecast for this week?

• Clothes better come in the mail!
• And this, my home is burning...
• 

Stop running, just...

PlusSy and Language Barriers

Man, the things they come up with in other countries.... I think it's awesome that they have product names in english, or should I say..... engrish??! =O


Seriously, the lines that can stem from this drink:

• "That was some good Plussy!"
• "I need some Plussy tonight!"
• "I had Plussy all day today."
• "That Plussy's flat"
• And of course: "100% Plussy juice".

I wonder what it tastes like.... A refreshing experience indeed. Ehhh?

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Anyway, on to more important matters. So at school, a lady was distressed over the fact that her daughter did not make it into any big colleges for not having 2 years of a foreign language. In her case, it was spanish that her daughter failed. She rambled on and on about how Mexicans come to California in droves, and end up outnumbering the mass consumer base, and in effect "We" have to learn their language to further our careers. I mean, she was PISSED. If I can remember, her words were:

"If you go to Korea, they're not learning English and putting up millions of English-only signs for us. If you go to Mexico, they're not forcing themselves to learn English. Why do U.S.-born citizens have to compensate for their unwillingness to learn our language? It's absolutely unfair to lose a job opportunity to someone else, just because they know spanish. If you cross that fucking border, don't expect the other side to cater to YOUR needs".

Of course, there were those that sympathized with her, honestly, I did too. But sympathize =\= agree. Yeah, I can say that it sucks, but it's ridiculous to think like that. One girl was making some good points, about how that's what the U.S. is all about and how we welcome foreigners, so we have to host them.

Another thing though, and probably the most important, is that it isn't going to change shit, complaining that is. Your daughter failed, where many passed. And when it comes down to it, most of southern CA is spanish-speaking. As much as it sucks, for YOU, spanish is sticking around for good. And knowing the language, is pretty much a degree on your resumè, because like a degree, it's an enabler. And being in the workforce means satisfying the consumer.

Learning other languages to succeed, yay or nay? I say yay.

Welcome

Hello.... With that said, I'd like to bring up a very important subject, this subject consists of countless people, they are carnivorous and are the bane of all that is modern. They are, bad drivers! I hate them. LEARN HOW TO FRIKKIN DRIVE! You CAN turn right at a red light! Yellow means hurry the fuck up! Green does NOT mean wait and stare at the cars in the opposing lanes for a good 5 seconds, it means GO! *cough*fuckingasians*ahem*....*sneeze*andwomen*cough*.

... Thanks for reading. Nukkas.