Sunday, October 28, 2007
Week in Recap
Yeah yea, I know I didn't post much this week. Well, it's cause there was just nothing going on, and had I the time to post random uninteresting material, I would have.
But actually, this week has been a doozy. Firstly, I live in southern california in greater L.A., and for anyone else in this area (in all of southern CA for that matter), you know that the weather this week was just dismal. Fire fire fire! Fire(s) actually, yeah CA was on fire, literally. So naturally, the sky looked apocalyptic. It was awesome and scary at the same time. Me being me, I was sitting at work looking out the window and imagining all kinds of wacky shit.... Meteors coming through the clouds (or smoke), dragons and shit, i dunno it was retarded lol. But it kept my mind off of other things.....
Speaking of other things, can you believe it's almost 2008? Another damn year, flushed down the toilet. I was really depressed thinking about it. Not clinically depressed, but down. It just made me think: what did I do this year? What did I do differently? What did I accomplish? What new experiences did I have? What new people did I meet?........ I could make a list of answers, but the list of things I DIDN'T do/accomplish would be a lot larger... I'm really tired of the mundane, and I'm getting restless. And the part that pisses me off is this: that the activity in my life, or lack-thereof, is in fact my doing. It's because of the choices I make...No, the choices I don't make.
So yeah, I thought the epiphanies were a part of last week's episode, hehe was I wrong! But it's good, and I feel good knowing that I'm taking the time to sit and say to myself: wake the fuck up. The next step is to take the actions that I need to take, an area in my life where I have failed to deliver so many times.... But hopes are high, and willpower is even higher right now. So sky's the effin limit yo, peace homeskillets.
But actually, this week has been a doozy. Firstly, I live in southern california in greater L.A., and for anyone else in this area (in all of southern CA for that matter), you know that the weather this week was just dismal. Fire fire fire! Fire(s) actually, yeah CA was on fire, literally. So naturally, the sky looked apocalyptic. It was awesome and scary at the same time. Me being me, I was sitting at work looking out the window and imagining all kinds of wacky shit.... Meteors coming through the clouds (or smoke), dragons and shit, i dunno it was retarded lol. But it kept my mind off of other things.....
Speaking of other things, can you believe it's almost 2008? Another damn year, flushed down the toilet. I was really depressed thinking about it. Not clinically depressed, but down. It just made me think: what did I do this year? What did I do differently? What did I accomplish? What new experiences did I have? What new people did I meet?........ I could make a list of answers, but the list of things I DIDN'T do/accomplish would be a lot larger... I'm really tired of the mundane, and I'm getting restless. And the part that pisses me off is this: that the activity in my life, or lack-thereof, is in fact my doing. It's because of the choices I make...No, the choices I don't make.
So yeah, I thought the epiphanies were a part of last week's episode, hehe was I wrong! But it's good, and I feel good knowing that I'm taking the time to sit and say to myself: wake the fuck up. The next step is to take the actions that I need to take, an area in my life where I have failed to deliver so many times.... But hopes are high, and willpower is even higher right now. So sky's the effin limit yo, peace homeskillets.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Cat.
I think i'm manly enough to make up for saying: this is cute. Seriously, your heart will turn to glitter.
And I fucking HATE cats.
And I fucking HATE cats.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Week in Recap
- Spoke to an intriguing person.
- Had one too many epiphanies.
- Work sucking.
- Hate school.
- Diet!?
- Let myself down.
- Brain exploding with possible directions my life will soon take.
- $400+ absent.
- Let you into the gray matter of the one and only, I.
- Clothes better come in the mail!
- And this, my home is burning...
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